sleepless
its been quite sometime since ive made an update and to be honest i dont even think anyone i know uses these things anymore....and if they do....thats quite surprising. well since this is my public journal i'll make it short and not go into much detail i guess.
its my senior year finally.... i was hoping for some sort of change .....and at last..... i got nothing..... lol i still hate school i still find myself being completely and utterely anti-social and even now scared to speak outloud and even teach my kids at preschool ....what the fuck is wrong with this picture?!..... i thought i was getting better and now it seems im only getting worse. i hate all of my classes....seriously they all suck and the great thing about it is my guidance counsler left to go be a coach at usf. * hooray for him -_- * so yup thats how much i love school.
besides that ive found no luck with getting a job that doesnt wanna bitch about me going to school ^_^ need-less to say i need a job because i hate having no cash and hate borrowing money from my family....its not a comforting feeling it makes me feel really guilty so yup..... i guess i'll stop here for now because if i dont im not waking up at five am.