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so tommorows my birthday
another day another year, and my last birthday at home
up until today ive been really excited and anxious and doing the stereotypical count down thing [ 1 day ] until the 27th but now im actually its not that im not looking forward to it, i just feel less excited... wierd?
i dont actually know what the fuck im doing yet cause its all a huge mess and people suck a lot.
so my parents gave me my camera [ originally my graduation presnt, which is june 15th] , early. and thats my present. i mean im really gratefull, its an amazing camera, its just kinda sad. my grandmothers in town and my parents are taking her to the theater and i guess i wont see them on my birthday =/
i dont know, if you wanna come or hang out call me