inspirational drunken revalations take one
while knocking back shots of this german alcohol. i dont kow what it is, but its great, i decided to write one of those not so frequent, revalation-posts.
ive realized there are so many things i want to do and see and become. im always stepping back from my life and looking in on it and im never satisfied. im always freaking out about how "i havent done anything with my life, adn how im ruining my life but screwing things up everyday..." and you get the jist....
but my god you live to be like 70 something god willing, and to think this is only the beggining of a fastpace, spontaneous yet structured, crazy life. i was just thinking about how man things i have left to do and im making myself anxious to be out on my own but at the same time happy that thatmany things are waiting for me. i have crazy aspirations and some down to earth ones, some insane ideas, some plain ridiculous ones, but i cant fucking wait to do something about them.
ok im done being inspirational. this doesnt happen much so read it if you'd like
ive realized there are so many things i want to do and see and become. im always stepping back from my life and looking in on it and im never satisfied. im always freaking out about how "i havent done anything with my life, adn how im ruining my life but screwing things up everyday..." and you get the jist....
but my god you live to be like 70 something god willing, and to think this is only the beggining of a fastpace, spontaneous yet structured, crazy life. i was just thinking about how man things i have left to do and im making myself anxious to be out on my own but at the same time happy that thatmany things are waiting for me. i have crazy aspirations and some down to earth ones, some insane ideas, some plain ridiculous ones, but i cant fucking wait to do something about them.
ok im done being inspirational. this doesnt happen much so read it if you'd like