Emo much?
It’s an odd thing, livejournal, as soon as I started to post again it feels like it’s the only place I can go to actually talk to someone. Lame, yeah? Anyway, feeling kind of crappy as of late. Can’t get a few things stuck out of my head no matter how hard I try. Like my aunt, I feel like I should correct the fact that she probably won’t talk to me ever again. Or other people I know around the country. I know a LOT of people and I don’t feel like I’ve done them any justice in being a “Friend” or being on their contact list. I need more “not work time” I guess… *shrugs* And another thing I don’t get. How in the heck do people survive on a $300 ish dollar paycheck? I’m getting a pretty nice paycheck and I can barely make it!
School starts in August and boy and I NOT ready. I just realized today that I’ve got a LOT of crap I need to get done and time keeps getting closer and closer. I mean, I know it’s a good thing, but I keep thinking that someone else could do a better job at it than me. Not to mention someone who can dedicate themselves to their work and not work 40+ hours a week.
Then there's my whole idea of "lets get a website up" that isn't going to happen because I need a lot of design, learn some more PHP, SQL, HTML for it.
I just wish I could figure out what’s wrong with my head right now! Something is really pissing it off and it’s sending me into a whole world I haven’t been in, in a long time… Anywho, bed time.
School starts in August and boy and I NOT ready. I just realized today that I’ve got a LOT of crap I need to get done and time keeps getting closer and closer. I mean, I know it’s a good thing, but I keep thinking that someone else could do a better job at it than me. Not to mention someone who can dedicate themselves to their work and not work 40+ hours a week.
Then there's my whole idea of "lets get a website up" that isn't going to happen because I need a lot of design, learn some more PHP, SQL, HTML for it.
I just wish I could figure out what’s wrong with my head right now! Something is really pissing it off and it’s sending me into a whole world I haven’t been in, in a long time… Anywho, bed time.