Letter to my ex-bf TJ
Boy you had some fucking nerve leaving that type of voicemail that i received today. How can you be so goddamn low like that? Calling me about the damn car being so brief on my grandmother's passing and then bringing the car back up again.
Man I tell you what...that VM made me so damn mad, I could spit acid for it. That was the most DISRESPECTFUL thing you ever did to me. Not only was it disrespectful, it was rude, dispicable, inconsiderate, and the worst thing to do when someone is mourning the loss of a family member. That is something you should NEVER do. It would have been nice to hear condolences from you and we could discuss the car in a few weeks. BUT FUCKING NO! You had to bring it up when I am not handling this loss very well at all.
THEN TONIGHT You had the gull to ask where St. Mary's Church is in Potsdam. I signed off and dind't bother answering you becasue I DO NOT WANT YOU THERE AT ALL! I might have considered it but NOW since you sent that voicemail this afternoon....you just lost your chance. Do NOT even attempt to show up at the funeral home or church, because you will not be welcomed. You wouldn't get past the door because my sister ain't too thrilled with you anyway. Besides Mike will be there and I don't think you want to be near by.
DUE TO THAT VOICEMAIL....Donna and Tish have stated YOU ARE NOT WELCOME HERE AT ALL! There will be problems if you do. They said that was downright blatently rude of you to leave that kind of message. If you think I am going to start anything...I am actually finishing everything. I know you were doing stuff behind my back when we were together. I DAMN WELL KNOW you were having sex with other people behind my back when you were taking care of you father back in March after his operation. I know you were out late on that Sunday Night for two hours with a friend of yours wanting to do stuff in town. Your little game of jacking off on the computer cam all the time and you know I caught you a few times when I was working Macro when we lived on MacDonough Street. You wondered why I was pissed when I stormed out of the house after changing for jobs....you put our relationship on death row. If you think you can lie your way out of the paperbag...i can seal for you that I am glad we are done and over with.
Whether you like it or not, letting Mike move in was the best move I made when you were on your way out. If I could make one change....you can bet from everything that has happened...I would have thrown your ass out of Oak Street and stayed there in 06. ACTUALLY....YOU DAMN WELL KNOW YOU SHOULD HAVE BEEN TOSSED OUT IN MARCH 06 for what you did after the fight we had then. The bills are starting to get caught up with a new formula and way of doing it. My life has gotten easier to live with Mike hear. the house IS FUCKING CLEAN and he is on the computer just like you are most of the day while I am at work. I HAVE A MEAL TO COME HOME TO AND NOT BEING ASKED AT 830 WHAT'S FOR DINNER???????! IF I DON'T FEEL LIKE EATING I DON'T HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT SOMEONE THROWING A FIT BECAUSE I AM NOT HUNGRY! At least Mike and I can sit down and talk out our disagreements and we don't fight unlike you who has a very MAJOR SHORT FUSE and CANNOT LISTEN TO FUCKEN REASON! BTW...a good friend of ours I will not mention the name of said you should get a job and stop loafing around.
With that said....i leave you with this last note...you and I are done talking. I even mentioned what you said regional said about they don't fucken care if I wasn't working they want their money...people don't say that and that is from three people I mentioned it to. You are a lying sack of shit. I was told to pay them as I can until I get caught up. 4 weeks out of work puts you behind on a lot, but school is back in session now and I will catch it up quicker than you can blink in two months! Don't bother me...b/c by next week you may find yourself on the block list. You cna take this note anyway you want....I am just venting my feeling on EVERYTHING! You brought this on yourself by doing what you did today and that is going to mark the end of the friendship you have shattered into a thousand pieces today. GOOD BYE!
Man I tell you what...that VM made me so damn mad, I could spit acid for it. That was the most DISRESPECTFUL thing you ever did to me. Not only was it disrespectful, it was rude, dispicable, inconsiderate, and the worst thing to do when someone is mourning the loss of a family member. That is something you should NEVER do. It would have been nice to hear condolences from you and we could discuss the car in a few weeks. BUT FUCKING NO! You had to bring it up when I am not handling this loss very well at all.
THEN TONIGHT You had the gull to ask where St. Mary's Church is in Potsdam. I signed off and dind't bother answering you becasue I DO NOT WANT YOU THERE AT ALL! I might have considered it but NOW since you sent that voicemail this afternoon....you just lost your chance. Do NOT even attempt to show up at the funeral home or church, because you will not be welcomed. You wouldn't get past the door because my sister ain't too thrilled with you anyway. Besides Mike will be there and I don't think you want to be near by.
DUE TO THAT VOICEMAIL....Donna and Tish have stated YOU ARE NOT WELCOME HERE AT ALL! There will be problems if you do. They said that was downright blatently rude of you to leave that kind of message. If you think I am going to start anything...I am actually finishing everything. I know you were doing stuff behind my back when we were together. I DAMN WELL KNOW you were having sex with other people behind my back when you were taking care of you father back in March after his operation. I know you were out late on that Sunday Night for two hours with a friend of yours wanting to do stuff in town. Your little game of jacking off on the computer cam all the time and you know I caught you a few times when I was working Macro when we lived on MacDonough Street. You wondered why I was pissed when I stormed out of the house after changing for jobs....you put our relationship on death row. If you think you can lie your way out of the paperbag...i can seal for you that I am glad we are done and over with.
Whether you like it or not, letting Mike move in was the best move I made when you were on your way out. If I could make one change....you can bet from everything that has happened...I would have thrown your ass out of Oak Street and stayed there in 06. ACTUALLY....YOU DAMN WELL KNOW YOU SHOULD HAVE BEEN TOSSED OUT IN MARCH 06 for what you did after the fight we had then. The bills are starting to get caught up with a new formula and way of doing it. My life has gotten easier to live with Mike hear. the house IS FUCKING CLEAN and he is on the computer just like you are most of the day while I am at work. I HAVE A MEAL TO COME HOME TO AND NOT BEING ASKED AT 830 WHAT'S FOR DINNER???????! IF I DON'T FEEL LIKE EATING I DON'T HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT SOMEONE THROWING A FIT BECAUSE I AM NOT HUNGRY! At least Mike and I can sit down and talk out our disagreements and we don't fight unlike you who has a very MAJOR SHORT FUSE and CANNOT LISTEN TO FUCKEN REASON! BTW...a good friend of ours I will not mention the name of said you should get a job and stop loafing around.
With that said....i leave you with this last note...you and I are done talking. I even mentioned what you said regional said about they don't fucken care if I wasn't working they want their money...people don't say that and that is from three people I mentioned it to. You are a lying sack of shit. I was told to pay them as I can until I get caught up. 4 weeks out of work puts you behind on a lot, but school is back in session now and I will catch it up quicker than you can blink in two months! Don't bother me...b/c by next week you may find yourself on the block list. You cna take this note anyway you want....I am just venting my feeling on EVERYTHING! You brought this on yourself by doing what you did today and that is going to mark the end of the friendship you have shattered into a thousand pieces today. GOOD BYE!