Been awhile since I have said some words. Mostly about my roommate and myself....
I don't remember when I last left an entry here in my livejournal. Probably seven months or more. Probably a lot more than that. I know I posted at least once this year I think.
Things have changed a lot in my life this whole year. In the last 12 months, I have had three different roommates come into this apartment I took on to live in. Two couldn't handle the place, but the third has been able to. However, my current roommate, the third person to move and live with me, has a little more flavor to the mix than the other two. We have done more things together hanging out and such in the last seven months we have lived together (since mid-April).
There's a little catch to doing a lot of things together. My roommate TJ and I have a bond together that's stronger than most people have. We've been online friends since 2002, where I promised I would one day visit him over in Malone. It took about 2 1/2 years to do it (About February this year). What will be inserted next will show where things have gone from there.
Most know that early last year my fiancee and I had a major falling out twice before our relationship of five years came to an end. That stung me hard. However, in the months that passed trying to have enjoy life again came through friends and family. BUT...that black hole/void was still sitting there from the tragic event of March 7, 2004. Maybe a little more background information that no one ever heard from me would help. Since I was at least 13, I have been a bisexual man. Only certain people I know and trust have know this info. This info will now shine light on the above stuff.
My roommate TJ is gay and he is proud of it. That's who he is and is also deaf. I never knew he was a deaf person until I met him in person in February of this year. Just because he is gay and deaf doesn't make him any different of a person than anyone else I know. However, since we met and hung out with each other from the night on, we developed a more deeper relationship than what we first had. Since February 14th, TJ and I have been taking things one step at a time trying to make a relationship between the two of us work. YET.............there have been many a day there have been fights, friction, and other things that make us really get pissed off at one another. It's just funny how that thing love can work in different ways. Whether you want to call it that or not is totally up to you. If I am going to be seen as someone different for wanting to have this type of relationship or wanting to be happier than ever before....then I guess the decision will have to made by those who know me and know me more now.
Things have changed a lot in my life this whole year. In the last 12 months, I have had three different roommates come into this apartment I took on to live in. Two couldn't handle the place, but the third has been able to. However, my current roommate, the third person to move and live with me, has a little more flavor to the mix than the other two. We have done more things together hanging out and such in the last seven months we have lived together (since mid-April).
There's a little catch to doing a lot of things together. My roommate TJ and I have a bond together that's stronger than most people have. We've been online friends since 2002, where I promised I would one day visit him over in Malone. It took about 2 1/2 years to do it (About February this year). What will be inserted next will show where things have gone from there.
Most know that early last year my fiancee and I had a major falling out twice before our relationship of five years came to an end. That stung me hard. However, in the months that passed trying to have enjoy life again came through friends and family. BUT...that black hole/void was still sitting there from the tragic event of March 7, 2004. Maybe a little more background information that no one ever heard from me would help. Since I was at least 13, I have been a bisexual man. Only certain people I know and trust have know this info. This info will now shine light on the above stuff.
My roommate TJ is gay and he is proud of it. That's who he is and is also deaf. I never knew he was a deaf person until I met him in person in February of this year. Just because he is gay and deaf doesn't make him any different of a person than anyone else I know. However, since we met and hung out with each other from the night on, we developed a more deeper relationship than what we first had. Since February 14th, TJ and I have been taking things one step at a time trying to make a relationship between the two of us work. YET.............there have been many a day there have been fights, friction, and other things that make us really get pissed off at one another. It's just funny how that thing love can work in different ways. Whether you want to call it that or not is totally up to you. If I am going to be seen as someone different for wanting to have this type of relationship or wanting to be happier than ever before....then I guess the decision will have to made by those who know me and know me more now.