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Whoaaaaaa...I knew it's been some time since I have wrote but damn I didn't know it's been that long(since July). Since thenI have returned to work..had a really rough transition going back. Started to get back in the swing of things then in late September BAMMMMM my lead decides to put in her two week. So for over a month now I have been leading. I absolutely HATE it!!! It has overall well being in a downward spiral since. Thank goodness I have a decent morning class but between the circus of PM kids, endless meetings, inconsistencies, new curriculum standards and having to do conferences I have been an absolute mess. Then on top of at I have been having a lot of sleep issues due to all this anxiety from work. You could pay me double what I make now and I would still no want to do that job again. It is far more than it's worth and I see the pain on most of the teachers faces here...thank goodness I never accepted a position when it's been offered to me. Thank goodness a new lead starts in a week but I would not be surprised in the least if does not last very long. There were only two qualified applicants and sadly this seemed the best out of the two. Unfortunately, I can see the PM class chewing her up and spitting her out :( I really should have gone back to part time at the beginning of the year...should have listened to my gut..but of course my dumbass always chooses feelings of others over gut. Well it's been ENOUGH..2.5 yrs of bullshit and more just keeps being added to the plate. I am going back to part time in January..luckily my boss gave me the option to go back to PT if things did not work well this year...I was very happy before when I was part time..funny full timers wondered why I always seemed so happy....now I have learned my lesson and know why. If this means I need to get another PT job , so be it. Thank goodness I have always had sense to put back for a rainy day. When my car is paid off, things money wise should be a lil easier. At this point I have 13mos left to pay off(not too shabby for having the car 12mos and have 24 already saved and paid). Okay, I really had to get that off my shoulder...enough with the negative...seems like what life has been for some time now.
So finally I found a destination that Eric would like to travel to. He is into war, aviation and guns and has really shown this in the last few months. He has mentioned a place in Daytin,OH where ther is an Air Force museum that has plenty to see(looks like it will take hours to go through). I am having a hard time figuring out what to get him for Christmas so I thought why not have the trip be part of that(along with some construction equipment I got him a couple months ago)?!?! So I am hoping to do this next weekend before any huge snowfalls come along.
Thank the starts that next month looks a lil more promising. Opportunities to see family(who I miss spending quality time like crazy), a couple 5k walks and of course Christmas Vacation!!
So finally I found a destination that Eric would like to travel to. He is into war, aviation and guns and has really shown this in the last few months. He has mentioned a place in Daytin,OH where ther is an Air Force museum that has plenty to see(looks like it will take hours to go through). I am having a hard time figuring out what to get him for Christmas so I thought why not have the trip be part of that(along with some construction equipment I got him a couple months ago)?!?! So I am hoping to do this next weekend before any huge snowfalls come along.
Thank the starts that next month looks a lil more promising. Opportunities to see family(who I miss spending quality time like crazy), a couple 5k walks and of course Christmas Vacation!!