in need of some zzzZZZZzzzz's
i've never been one to have a hard time sleeping. anyone who knows me, or at least that has traveled with me, knows that i have the ability to fall asleep any place at any time for as long as i want. in class, in a car, on a turbulent plane, at a concert, a dance club, you name it and i've probably slept there or through it. it's an ability that many envy and i've always cherished.
but lately sleep has been hard to come by. and what sucks is that i'm not sure what's causing my insomnia. the past two weeks have been tough. i've probably only had 1 or 2 really good nights worth of sleep, and both of those have been "drugged" induced. one was thanks to alcohol and the other, last night, was thanks to a valium the honey had left over from his trip to china.
i slept most of today, and man did it feel good, but now we're going on after 10 and i can feel the insomnia again. my eyes are heavy, i'm having a hard time concentrating, yet laying down does not lead to sleep. i've tried. i've been trying since around 8pm and it only leads to me getting up and occupying myself with something to do hoping it will lead to sleep. doing the dishes, writing here, reading, nothing is working. talking to a friend earlier this evening the subject of "too much sleep" came up, but for me there usually isn't such a thing. especially b/c i am tired, my body is aching for sleep...my brain just won't let me.
i want sleep. i desperately need sleep. please mr. sandman, i beg you. come visit me tonight.
but lately sleep has been hard to come by. and what sucks is that i'm not sure what's causing my insomnia. the past two weeks have been tough. i've probably only had 1 or 2 really good nights worth of sleep, and both of those have been "drugged" induced. one was thanks to alcohol and the other, last night, was thanks to a valium the honey had left over from his trip to china.
i slept most of today, and man did it feel good, but now we're going on after 10 and i can feel the insomnia again. my eyes are heavy, i'm having a hard time concentrating, yet laying down does not lead to sleep. i've tried. i've been trying since around 8pm and it only leads to me getting up and occupying myself with something to do hoping it will lead to sleep. doing the dishes, writing here, reading, nothing is working. talking to a friend earlier this evening the subject of "too much sleep" came up, but for me there usually isn't such a thing. especially b/c i am tired, my body is aching for sleep...my brain just won't let me.
i want sleep. i desperately need sleep. please mr. sandman, i beg you. come visit me tonight.