an update
I wrote the last post in the heat of the moment- really, like, when he slammed the door- I got on here haha.
After I wrote that, to avoid scratching myself or taking pills, I turned off the light and tried to take a nap on my floor.
Bryan came in, knowing me (and my tendency to self harm) and talked to me. He apologized and I was still mad- but we talked a bit. Then he left the room, said if I'd like to join him in the air conditioned room I could.
I laid there just thinking, hating myself for being so defensive with my ED. I looked at Sadie's cage and took her out, then joined Bryan on his/our bed. It was all good then. Like nothing had happened.
By the way- the last time we fed the snakes, Sadie ate her first rat :-) I was afraid the rat would struggle and bite her and reeeeally hurt her- but she killed it instantly, with just a slliiiiiggghhtttt abrasion.
Poomph on the other hand had blood drawn by her pesky dinner! Poor thing... she's about ready to shed soon- I noticed last night that her eyes are blue, so she's in the dull stage :-)
I've been busy organizing my 4,429 music files into playlists. I tackled the Grey's Anatomy music- and have all 5 seasons organized :-)
I don't really know what to do now...
I guess I could make more playlists- but I'm tired of messing with all of the files haha.
After I wrote that, to avoid scratching myself or taking pills, I turned off the light and tried to take a nap on my floor.
Bryan came in, knowing me (and my tendency to self harm) and talked to me. He apologized and I was still mad- but we talked a bit. Then he left the room, said if I'd like to join him in the air conditioned room I could.
I laid there just thinking, hating myself for being so defensive with my ED. I looked at Sadie's cage and took her out, then joined Bryan on his/our bed. It was all good then. Like nothing had happened.
By the way- the last time we fed the snakes, Sadie ate her first rat :-) I was afraid the rat would struggle and bite her and reeeeally hurt her- but she killed it instantly, with just a slliiiiiggghhtttt abrasion.
Poomph on the other hand had blood drawn by her pesky dinner! Poor thing... she's about ready to shed soon- I noticed last night that her eyes are blue, so she's in the dull stage :-)
I've been busy organizing my 4,429 music files into playlists. I tackled the Grey's Anatomy music- and have all 5 seasons organized :-)
I don't really know what to do now...
I guess I could make more playlists- but I'm tired of messing with all of the files haha.