I"M REALLY REALLY UPSET RIGHT NOW...........
BECAUSE MY BROTHER JUST TOLD ME SOMETHING THAT MAKES ME MAD FIRST OF ALL WHO DOES MY UNCLE THINK HE IS CALLING MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS AND ME LIERS AND THE MOST SELFISH PEOPLE HE EVER MET WE NEVER ASKED ANYBODY FOR ANYTHING UNLESS WE REALLY REALLY NEEDED IT OR WE HAD TOO WE AT ONE POINT WERE EATING RAMEN NOODLES ONCE A DAY SPLIT BETWEEN THREE OR FOUR PEOPLE AND I MEAN JUST TWO PACKS, WE EVEN WHEN IT GOT REALLY COLD WE JUST BUNDELED UP IN OUR COATS AND JACKETS TO STAY WARM IN FACT THERE WAS APOINT WHEN WE HAD TO START SELLING OUR BELONGINGS JUST TO GET ENOUGH MONEY TO EAT THERE WAS A TIME WERE WE WORRIED ABOUT IF WE WERE STILL GOING TO HAVE ELECTRICITY ON BUT WE STILL NEVER ONCE ASKED FOR HELP BECAUSE IN MY FAMILY ASKING FOR HELP IS LIKE A DEATH SENTANCE THERE IS NO OH WERE A FAMILY WE HELP EACH OTHER THAT IS COMPLEATE AND UTTER BULLSHIT!!! THERE IS OH YOU NEED HELP NOW AND THEN BEHIND YOUR BACK THEY TALK ABOUT YOU ABOUT HOW YOU TOOK THIS FROM THAT PERSON AND YOU SHOULD BE ASHEMED OF YOURSELF AND A BUNC OF OTHER SHIT. I REALLY REALLY CAN'T STAND MOST OF MY MOTHERS SIBLINGS SAVE FOR ONE SHE IS THE NICEST ONE OUT OF EVERYONE SHE UNDERSTANDS THINGS. I'M JUST REALLY UPSET RIGHT NOW BECAUSE I USED TO HAVE A REALLY NICE LIFE I REALLY REALLY DID BUT THEN IT FELL APART FROM THINGS I CAN'T CHANGE AND I'M REALLY REALLY TIRED OF HOLDING IT IN SOMETIMES MORE RECENTLY NOW I FEEL LIKE GIVING UP I KNOW I'M REALLY FUCKED UP ON THE INSIDE I KNOW THIS BUT WHAT CAN I DO JUST WHAT CAN I DO.