things that go bump in the night

[differentboy]

and make you think. i had this scary thing today. i fell backwards in the shower (which is in a tub) and hit my head. didn't black out. got a concussion. and fucking sore as shit too, but okay. lucky. it made me think. like, *smack* think, or i guess like crash bang bam head hitting things, about life being short, about how we never tell people we care about them enough, about how it can end unexpectdly and you will miss the shit out of that person and regret the last time you talked or texted or emailed or im-ed or whatever and how you didnt remember to say i love you or you mean a lot to me or whatever. so i tried to let people i care about know. but not everyone recieves texts, and i wasn't in any condition to be making phone calls and writing emails and getting more worked up. it made me sad. i guess, just remember to stop and think about the people you care about. tell them you care. even if you think you sound stupid and sappy. like, did i have to almost have a tragedy to remember to say i care or for it to legitimize that? this society is fucked. i'm fucked too. but i care. so yeah.

also, oh my fucking god do i hurt. i have a limp and some vicodin, but its not on the same side as House. and i'm not a doctor. i'm also i think a lot nice then him.