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Nov 08, 2005 00:39

So I'm told that my Grand-dad is going into surgery for some hernias that bothered him while he was visiting here. I'm not really bothered by this, I expect he will pass. With my views on people being gone it's not such a big deal in the long run. My grandma is who I am concerned for. This little old lady is just so attatched to this man. It is a rare thing today to find people who are happy where they are (Married, kids, old, what have you) I think and to think that she will be unhappy where ever she goes, feel alone where ever she goes, is simply sad. I overheard them arguing about how my grandpa never tells her about what's going on with his health and such. I'm not writing this for attention, I'm just thinking things out this way. Perhaps my grandma will be the kind of person who passes soon after her life long spouse, which is incidently how I want to go. I over fanticize how I go. I also don't want a regular funeral. No, I want just to be put in the ground and have as few people possible there. That way I don't make such a big deal, instead I leave like I came. Enough of that.

On a lighter note, I am offically going to Atwater, Ca for Christmas with my sister. I can hardly do anything but wait.
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