I heard about it over the phone...in between laughing
GET SOME PERSPECTIVE!
I have this strengthening perception that all of us are horribly petty. Every complaining and desperate word is absolutely deafening to me. Our problems are so capable of seducing us, but lay out across the atlantic and realize that the peices that we see are not the only peices that exist. Despite our current conditions, deep down, I will have a very fond place for all of my closest friends, and despite my current condition, it's time to take a step back.
silent
vigilant
attentive
curious
resolute
and
still
Every day, we secrete a thick puddle and we bask in our lethargy. Dont get suckered into it. We are destracted by figures and paychecks. It's time to graduate to a higher understanding for a second. I'll loosen my grip only if you do...allow my feet to float backwards and lift my legs behind me and my chest follows..........i guess we need to remember those who will be missed. It's so sobering when someone leaves. I've got a name stuck in my head. And it will stay there until I allow myself to forget it. Until I allow myself a distraction. This name brings a sense to me: lovelife.
but again, how can a life be devoted to a sense. how conceited am I? to think he is worth a life lesson. We need to never forget Twist, and learn to respect the Twists that we still have. It makes me think of how nonchalant 'later twist' sounds. no meaning. no significance. a blip on the radar. I made him a blip on a radar and only now can he be discovered...
This is my moment devoted to a boy who was a secret
compliments of April
RIP Twist