my morning wasn't eventful in the slightest.
when you go to sleep really late and then wake up to your mom telling you "rachael remember you'd go to church with me" it doesn't make for a great morning. but i did say that i would. got up. admired my clean room. my new second hand chair. my mountain of dirty clothes...i flipped on some weezer. god weezer is one of the greatest bands. there is just something about them that makes me so incredibly happy.
and so begins my morning. i went to church with my mom. i don't know if i'm just evil or maybe i'm a little too picky after deliverance. but everything at the church seemed to be planned to me. even the hand motions that went with the music...how is that real? oh well. my mom liked it and really that's all that matters to me right now. i did inform her that i wouldn't be going back. i might look for another church.
maybe.
i don't know if i'm ready for those certain emotions again. sometimes it just seems like a huge game to me?
what do you think?
anyway what else? i spent saturday watching movies and sleeping. i saw the movie 28 days later... which was fucking awesome. i also saw the movie heaven which was a semi-foreign film (italian) with cate blanchet and giovonni ribisi. very different directing style but i liked it. for the next couple days i rented empire, the last minute (director of blade), and 25th hour. it should be fun.
the pain in my lip is calming down. my boss has been giving me such a hard time about it. she thinks i'm this hxc christian b/c i worked at a christian store for almost 2 years. ugh. which makes for a lot of ridicule.
i need more authors to read. somebody give me some ideas. oh and one more thing go buy the new coheed and cambria that cd is utterly fantastic and i can't take it out of my stereo. its wonderful.
and so begins my morning. i went to church with my mom. i don't know if i'm just evil or maybe i'm a little too picky after deliverance. but everything at the church seemed to be planned to me. even the hand motions that went with the music...how is that real? oh well. my mom liked it and really that's all that matters to me right now. i did inform her that i wouldn't be going back. i might look for another church.
maybe.
i don't know if i'm ready for those certain emotions again. sometimes it just seems like a huge game to me?
what do you think?
anyway what else? i spent saturday watching movies and sleeping. i saw the movie 28 days later... which was fucking awesome. i also saw the movie heaven which was a semi-foreign film (italian) with cate blanchet and giovonni ribisi. very different directing style but i liked it. for the next couple days i rented empire, the last minute (director of blade), and 25th hour. it should be fun.
the pain in my lip is calming down. my boss has been giving me such a hard time about it. she thinks i'm this hxc christian b/c i worked at a christian store for almost 2 years. ugh. which makes for a lot of ridicule.
i need more authors to read. somebody give me some ideas. oh and one more thing go buy the new coheed and cambria that cd is utterly fantastic and i can't take it out of my stereo. its wonderful.