Oct 07, 2004 19:59
Sometimes it feels as if Im not appreciated in the band. Everyday I spend at least 2 hours a day thinking of how we could perfect our music, or calling to try to get on shows. And its killing me because it seems like everyone will just "leave it to Daniel." And I understand that if I didnt call for shows, try to set up the website, try to think up some shirt design, or anything, that the band wouldnt really go anywhere, not trying to be conceded or selfish, but I dont get any recognition for anything. Its hard enough to call everyone and get EVERYONE at practice. For example today, practice was cancelled cuz Daniel, one of the guitarists had to hang out with his girlfriend cuz it was their 7 month anniversary, but when he tells me 2 hours before practice and everyone is at school, its sort of hard. I do all I can for this band but it feels like their dreams for this isnt nearly as strong as mine. But fuck this, I'm done bitching. Just shit is pissing me off and shit has to be set straight soon or Im going to get tired of this. I'll set all those beotches straight.
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