FUCK
I just talked to MSP, and it turns out that I AM being charged with an OWI... Prosecutor made the decision.
*hangs head* FML, this is really really bad.
I'm still gonna move, I'm going to need to to be closer to the area where I'm going to have all of my crap to do.
But this really, really sucks.
EDIT: My dad got home, and I gave him the bad news. Since I've been hiding in my room, I finally came out and he asked me how I was doing, asked if he needed to take my gun away. I smiled, and said no way, because that wouldn't solve anything and would just leave him a big mess to clean up (not to mention, life insurance doesn't pay if it's suicide, I believe).
So, to anyone that's concerned about me doing something stupid, don't worry. I'm sad and depressed, but I can get thru this - I have before. Plus, worst comes to worst - I know what NOT to do to get in more trouble, which is a small consolation but one the less.
I'll probably be pretty bummed for the next few days, but I'm sure that you guys will help cheer me up just by being there. I'll probably have a good cry later, and then binge on comfort food for a bit, but then I'll start working on stuff that'll help keep me occupied and moving forward, so I don't dwell on it too much.
Seriously, you guys helped me so much the first time around, and just even knowing that you're there (although I don't doubt that there's some disappointment there) has already helped me so much. So thank you in advance, because I know I'm gonna keep saying it but I truly mean it from the bottom of my heart.
I was thinking about writing a little drabble to cheer me up, but I just can't bring myself to do it right now.... But a quick question that'll help for when I *do* write it.... It was The Immortals where Tony had to fly to Puerto Rico, right?
*hangs head* FML, this is really really bad.
I'm still gonna move, I'm going to need to to be closer to the area where I'm going to have all of my crap to do.
But this really, really sucks.
EDIT: My dad got home, and I gave him the bad news. Since I've been hiding in my room, I finally came out and he asked me how I was doing, asked if he needed to take my gun away. I smiled, and said no way, because that wouldn't solve anything and would just leave him a big mess to clean up (not to mention, life insurance doesn't pay if it's suicide, I believe).
So, to anyone that's concerned about me doing something stupid, don't worry. I'm sad and depressed, but I can get thru this - I have before. Plus, worst comes to worst - I know what NOT to do to get in more trouble, which is a small consolation but one the less.
I'll probably be pretty bummed for the next few days, but I'm sure that you guys will help cheer me up just by being there. I'll probably have a good cry later, and then binge on comfort food for a bit, but then I'll start working on stuff that'll help keep me occupied and moving forward, so I don't dwell on it too much.
Seriously, you guys helped me so much the first time around, and just even knowing that you're there (although I don't doubt that there's some disappointment there) has already helped me so much. So thank you in advance, because I know I'm gonna keep saying it but I truly mean it from the bottom of my heart.
I was thinking about writing a little drabble to cheer me up, but I just can't bring myself to do it right now.... But a quick question that'll help for when I *do* write it.... It was The Immortals where Tony had to fly to Puerto Rico, right?