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yay for once in a long time i am so fucking happy.
well basically cus i just bough 6 HIM tickets
at the glass house. and it sold out in like 20-30 secs.
i was so scared i wouldnt be able to get them.
i thought i'd sleep in. i woke up at 8, just in case.
so yah, if you're my friend and you wanna buy a him ticket
for like 23 bucks i think [convience charge] then let me
know and i'll THINK about it. haha.
anyways, last night i missed trauma and i was saddened.
but they have another show coming soon.
my dad said some hurtful things to me last night.
just cus i got home at 12:20. its stupid, i am like
the only person of my friends whos curfew is 11.
blah.
what he said really got to me. i started crying.
and he hurt me. bad. and i hate him for it.
because of my dad i have a hostile view of men.
also, because of all the boys who have hurt me
emotionally and physically. its really sad how
i think all boys are like that. i also think
all boys are superficial. well, at least everyone
i have met is.
i love the feeling of having a crush.
and when you see them you get butterflies in your
tummy and in your heart.
you start to get nervous, and sweaty palms.
start shaking and stumbling around.
cheeks turn pink.
you act like a fool.
but you feel like they are a reason for living.
but then you get attached.
they dont like you.
and it hurts so fucking bad to like someone you can never have
and your heart breaks
especially when you see them so much
blah. no more crushes for me please.
as much as it feels wonderful to see them, i am too fragile
to get hurt once again
battle of the bands tonite:)
oh p.s. i cut my hair! its way short.
<3
well basically cus i just bough 6 HIM tickets
at the glass house. and it sold out in like 20-30 secs.
i was so scared i wouldnt be able to get them.
i thought i'd sleep in. i woke up at 8, just in case.
so yah, if you're my friend and you wanna buy a him ticket
for like 23 bucks i think [convience charge] then let me
know and i'll THINK about it. haha.
anyways, last night i missed trauma and i was saddened.
but they have another show coming soon.
my dad said some hurtful things to me last night.
just cus i got home at 12:20. its stupid, i am like
the only person of my friends whos curfew is 11.
blah.
what he said really got to me. i started crying.
and he hurt me. bad. and i hate him for it.
because of my dad i have a hostile view of men.
also, because of all the boys who have hurt me
emotionally and physically. its really sad how
i think all boys are like that. i also think
all boys are superficial. well, at least everyone
i have met is.
i love the feeling of having a crush.
and when you see them you get butterflies in your
tummy and in your heart.
you start to get nervous, and sweaty palms.
start shaking and stumbling around.
cheeks turn pink.
you act like a fool.
but you feel like they are a reason for living.
but then you get attached.
they dont like you.
and it hurts so fucking bad to like someone you can never have
and your heart breaks
especially when you see them so much
blah. no more crushes for me please.
as much as it feels wonderful to see them, i am too fragile
to get hurt once again
battle of the bands tonite:)
oh p.s. i cut my hair! its way short.
<3