screaming my mistakes.
i'm like a vase [one of those ugly used ones]
sitting at the edge of the table.
i get closer and closer to the edge
tempted to crash.
closer and closer.
i've finally fallen.
shattered.
i am broken.
lifeless.
i cant get back up.
alone.
i am not asking for a pity plee. i'm just writing.
i've never been this depressed in my life. ever
it seems like the whole world hates me.
or is mad at me.
i seem to fuck up everything.
and i cant handle it.
i am sorry.
i really did try. i tried my best.
but i failed.
but you know what
i'm a fucking failure anyways.
well thats what i've been told.
i've been thinking a lot.
i sit up late in my bed. alone what's new?
i think. and i think a lot.
and then i cry. even more.
i've cried more within the last week that i have in my whole life. COMBINED.
i am alone. and i am not use to it.
i feel empty.
i feel like i have a big hole in me.
and theres nothing i can do about it now.
God what are you waiting for?
i cant do this. i cant.
i'm sorry.
i give up.
i failed once again.
sadly, thats very true. except i dont smile as much as i use to.
J - Jealousy.
E - You are a very exciting person.
S - You are very broad-minded.
S - You are very broad-minded.
I - You are always smiling & making others smile.
C-You definitely have a party side in you, don't be shy to show it.
A -You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
A -You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
B -You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people.
C-You definitely have a party side in you, don't be shy to show it.
D - You have trouble trusting people.
E - You are a very exciting person.
F - Everyone loves you.
G - You have excellent ways of viewing people.
H - You are not judgmental.
I - You are always smiling & making others smile.
J - Jealousy.
K - You like to try new things.
L - Love is something you deeply believe in.
M - Success comes easily to you.
N - You like to work, but you always want a break.
O - You are very open-minded.
P - You are very friendly and understanding.
Q - You are a hypocrite.
R - You are a social butterfly.
S - You are very broad-minded.
T - You have an attitude, a big one.
U - You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.
V - You have a very good physical and looks.
W -You like your privacy.
X - You never let people tell you what to do.
Y - You cause a lot of trouble.
Z - You're always fighting with someone.
sitting at the edge of the table.
i get closer and closer to the edge
tempted to crash.
closer and closer.
i've finally fallen.
shattered.
i am broken.
lifeless.
i cant get back up.
alone.
i am not asking for a pity plee. i'm just writing.
i've never been this depressed in my life. ever
it seems like the whole world hates me.
or is mad at me.
i seem to fuck up everything.
and i cant handle it.
i am sorry.
i really did try. i tried my best.
but i failed.
but you know what
i'm a fucking failure anyways.
well thats what i've been told.
i've been thinking a lot.
i sit up late in my bed. alone what's new?
i think. and i think a lot.
and then i cry. even more.
i've cried more within the last week that i have in my whole life. COMBINED.
i am alone. and i am not use to it.
i feel empty.
i feel like i have a big hole in me.
and theres nothing i can do about it now.
God what are you waiting for?
i cant do this. i cant.
i'm sorry.
i give up.
i failed once again.
sadly, thats very true. except i dont smile as much as i use to.
J - Jealousy.
E - You are a very exciting person.
S - You are very broad-minded.
S - You are very broad-minded.
I - You are always smiling & making others smile.
C-You definitely have a party side in you, don't be shy to show it.
A -You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
A -You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
B -You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people.
C-You definitely have a party side in you, don't be shy to show it.
D - You have trouble trusting people.
E - You are a very exciting person.
F - Everyone loves you.
G - You have excellent ways of viewing people.
H - You are not judgmental.
I - You are always smiling & making others smile.
J - Jealousy.
K - You like to try new things.
L - Love is something you deeply believe in.
M - Success comes easily to you.
N - You like to work, but you always want a break.
O - You are very open-minded.
P - You are very friendly and understanding.
Q - You are a hypocrite.
R - You are a social butterfly.
S - You are very broad-minded.
T - You have an attitude, a big one.
U - You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.
V - You have a very good physical and looks.
W -You like your privacy.
X - You never let people tell you what to do.
Y - You cause a lot of trouble.
Z - You're always fighting with someone.