hot damn.
so bri got her liscence!!!!!!(congrats)
yesterday i went to remembering never with serra.
bound in blood was amazing [like usual] then i was feeling very weird. i had like an anxiety attack. i was standing alone. it seemed like no matter where i was i was alone. like all my friends kept disappearing.i observed the people. and i realized there were a lot of boys i had a thing with. or hooked up with. or dated. or had something. i feel like i cnat go to a show without seeing a boy from my past. i dont like it. so i stood there and felt all dizzy. so i decided to go in the car and lay down for awhile. i missed calico system. thank God. and came back for on broken wings, shattered realm and rememebering never. i felt better too. but remembering never didnt play any of their songs from their old cd and i was MAD.. and then during the last song i wanted to go stand near serra and i was trying to block myself from getting kicked and i wasnt thinking to watch the people from on stage and some mean fat guy jumped on my neck/back and it forced me to hit my head on the floor and my whole spine went numb cus it bent soo far.. i couldnt see anything for a second than stood by the wall about to pass out. and now i have this enormous bump on my back/neck. errr and then tom took me home and we talked bout everything! haaha and once we were almost home [within like 7 mins] serra called tom telling him we had to head back to corona cus her keys were in my purse. i felt sooo bad. but tom and i gotta talk more and he's nice. i just felt bad for making serra wait and tom having to drive. i got home 2 hours later than i was suppose to. but hes taking me to converge which i have an extra ticket to cus my friend left to az w/o telling me!!!
anyways, i crush easily.
and..i just got back from another driving lesson with julian.
he is amazing the way he just listens to everything i have to say..and how he understands me. i love it.
i love to talk. its one of my favorite things. being able to engage in a long conversation about everything is serious the best thing in the world [one of the many reasons bri and i are sooooo close] and julian bought me chai tea. hehe.
i keep having dreams about me loosing my virginity. whats that suppose to mean? ahhhhhhhh i miss my best friend.
i need new makeup..addiction:/
<3jessica may!
yesterday i went to remembering never with serra.
bound in blood was amazing [like usual] then i was feeling very weird. i had like an anxiety attack. i was standing alone. it seemed like no matter where i was i was alone. like all my friends kept disappearing.i observed the people. and i realized there were a lot of boys i had a thing with. or hooked up with. or dated. or had something. i feel like i cnat go to a show without seeing a boy from my past. i dont like it. so i stood there and felt all dizzy. so i decided to go in the car and lay down for awhile. i missed calico system. thank God. and came back for on broken wings, shattered realm and rememebering never. i felt better too. but remembering never didnt play any of their songs from their old cd and i was MAD.. and then during the last song i wanted to go stand near serra and i was trying to block myself from getting kicked and i wasnt thinking to watch the people from on stage and some mean fat guy jumped on my neck/back and it forced me to hit my head on the floor and my whole spine went numb cus it bent soo far.. i couldnt see anything for a second than stood by the wall about to pass out. and now i have this enormous bump on my back/neck. errr and then tom took me home and we talked bout everything! haaha and once we were almost home [within like 7 mins] serra called tom telling him we had to head back to corona cus her keys were in my purse. i felt sooo bad. but tom and i gotta talk more and he's nice. i just felt bad for making serra wait and tom having to drive. i got home 2 hours later than i was suppose to. but hes taking me to converge which i have an extra ticket to cus my friend left to az w/o telling me!!!
anyways, i crush easily.
and..i just got back from another driving lesson with julian.
he is amazing the way he just listens to everything i have to say..and how he understands me. i love it.
i love to talk. its one of my favorite things. being able to engage in a long conversation about everything is serious the best thing in the world [one of the many reasons bri and i are sooooo close] and julian bought me chai tea. hehe.
i keep having dreams about me loosing my virginity. whats that suppose to mean? ahhhhhhhh i miss my best friend.
i need new makeup..addiction:/
<3jessica may!