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I'm posting this here because I don't want this on facebook basically. My life is shitty right now, it's fucking bad. I have a job I hate, no real friends anymore, and I'm in love with a woman who keeps leading me on and pushing me away. I know she has feeling for me but I hurt her, and now that I realized I was wrong shes afraid I'll do it again. I can't blame her either, but I keep trying to get her back. Why can't life just go according to plan, just once in my life. Why am I doomed to self sabotage everything I do? Why can't I find love, happiness, anything that makes life worth while?
Super emo post but I needed to vent.
Super emo post but I needed to vent.