Oy vey
uggghhhh I hate this. Why am I so torn between sports and drama? I seriously like them equally. I really really want to audition for the drama because earnest is probably my favorite play. And I just love being on stage and having the chance to act. I just know that if I were to make the show, my work would slip because I would be doing too much with xc as well. I just want to see if I could make the play because that would change things. I also want to be able to put 100% of myself into whatever I do and that gets hard to do when you do 8 billion different things at once. I just need god or someone more knowlegdable than myself to decide for me: either sports or drama. I really dont know which give me more pleasure, they're kind of equal. Which makes the decision freaking harder. uggghhhh I hate my life right now. I have this burning feeling inside of me and there seems to be no solution to this problem.