Oh Canada.
FUCK
Lesson learned:
- Don't put two utility bills in my name ever again.
- Don't trust friends who rarely talk to me
I think this is all just a cop-out, because anyone in there right mind would understand that regardless of whether or not i cleaned "enough" of the last four people in the barth houses SHIT, it's still not connected to the fact that the bills still need to get payed, and i shouldn't have to pay them all. THANKS A LOT FRIENDS.
I'm aware how lame it is to run to the internet to vent about shit, but i'm feeling saucy.
I've let money dictate my emotions for far too long now, it was so refreshing being out of debt, and there's no way i want to go backwards. Unfortunately this seems unavoidable. It's upsetting that things end this way, but i guess i should of known, considering there was no strong attachments to anyone because those connections were already made, thus keeping the lines distant.
I never want to be in a relationship where all we do is spend time in our room.
I never want to live in smelly house with animals that are sitting in there own shit.
So with the arrival of bad feelings comes the end of things that are super important to me.
ON A GOOD NOTE!
SHOW!!!
MONDAY MAY 5th:
AURYN (PITTSBURGH exmemberswitchhuntandcrucialunitiguess)
PREGNANT NUNS (BENKYLEMATT!<3)
SHATTERED BADGE (first show... eek!)
It's early, I'm at the library, I have to work 11-2 soon, then be a host for the last day.
Tomorrow = Qdoba and good friends. The "Cabin" is great, the view is perfect, and it's staying clean:).
Lesson learned:
- Don't put two utility bills in my name ever again.
- Don't trust friends who rarely talk to me
I think this is all just a cop-out, because anyone in there right mind would understand that regardless of whether or not i cleaned "enough" of the last four people in the barth houses SHIT, it's still not connected to the fact that the bills still need to get payed, and i shouldn't have to pay them all. THANKS A LOT FRIENDS.
I'm aware how lame it is to run to the internet to vent about shit, but i'm feeling saucy.
I've let money dictate my emotions for far too long now, it was so refreshing being out of debt, and there's no way i want to go backwards. Unfortunately this seems unavoidable. It's upsetting that things end this way, but i guess i should of known, considering there was no strong attachments to anyone because those connections were already made, thus keeping the lines distant.
I never want to be in a relationship where all we do is spend time in our room.
I never want to live in smelly house with animals that are sitting in there own shit.
So with the arrival of bad feelings comes the end of things that are super important to me.
ON A GOOD NOTE!
SHOW!!!
MONDAY MAY 5th:
AURYN (PITTSBURGH exmemberswitchhuntandcrucialunitiguess)
PREGNANT NUNS (BENKYLEMATT!<3)
SHATTERED BADGE (first show... eek!)
It's early, I'm at the library, I have to work 11-2 soon, then be a host for the last day.
Tomorrow = Qdoba and good friends. The "Cabin" is great, the view is perfect, and it's staying clean:).