art, life, mujihi na anata
Hi guys,
I am in good spirits so I thought I'd quickly post before things go south again. :P
Just a few more days until my show. I am working like a mad woman. I'm not gonna lie, the main reason why I am in a mini high is because I spoke with Brandon today and for the first time I did not walk away with the feeling of wanting to bury myself into the ground. lol. We are talking in regular conversations now, although I still get really nervous around him.
Yesterday was a bad day and I ate of bunch chips and then popcorn and I was so antsy and craving food like a beast because I have my period and I literally wanted to eat everything. lol. So I did really bad yesterday but then I threw up in the shower and although I know my body had already absorbed the calories, I just needed to have an empty feeling stomach. Today I had a cup of 100cal yoplait and a granola bar -- my usual diet and of course a cup of coffee. Heh. But I feel better.
I am in a mini rush even though it is 930pm and I am exhausted and have been going all day. And it is rather pathetic but I was going to set up my show on monday but I can't because the school is closed. Brandon's show is up now and he said that he was going to take down on Sunday and if I wanted I could come and set up while he is there. Which would eliminate a day's worth of MUCH needed work but my pathetic self was like 'a moment with brandon omgyes!' and now I am rushing like a beast to finish everything as FAST as possible. lol. It's awesome because I might actually mostly finish a piece TONIGHT when I didn't plan on finishing it til saturday. XD This is the best kick in the pants ever.
Anyway, here is a sneak peak/detail shot of one of my finished pieces.
And just to let you know, Mujihi na Anata chapters 1&2 have been scanlated and are uploaded here.
I am in good spirits so I thought I'd quickly post before things go south again. :P
Just a few more days until my show. I am working like a mad woman. I'm not gonna lie, the main reason why I am in a mini high is because I spoke with Brandon today and for the first time I did not walk away with the feeling of wanting to bury myself into the ground. lol. We are talking in regular conversations now, although I still get really nervous around him.
Yesterday was a bad day and I ate of bunch chips and then popcorn and I was so antsy and craving food like a beast because I have my period and I literally wanted to eat everything. lol. So I did really bad yesterday but then I threw up in the shower and although I know my body had already absorbed the calories, I just needed to have an empty feeling stomach. Today I had a cup of 100cal yoplait and a granola bar -- my usual diet and of course a cup of coffee. Heh. But I feel better.
I am in a mini rush even though it is 930pm and I am exhausted and have been going all day. And it is rather pathetic but I was going to set up my show on monday but I can't because the school is closed. Brandon's show is up now and he said that he was going to take down on Sunday and if I wanted I could come and set up while he is there. Which would eliminate a day's worth of MUCH needed work but my pathetic self was like 'a moment with brandon omgyes!' and now I am rushing like a beast to finish everything as FAST as possible. lol. It's awesome because I might actually mostly finish a piece TONIGHT when I didn't plan on finishing it til saturday. XD This is the best kick in the pants ever.
Anyway, here is a sneak peak/detail shot of one of my finished pieces.
And just to let you know, Mujihi na Anata chapters 1&2 have been scanlated and are uploaded here.