*~*roly poly fishheads...*~*
ya know i swear to you if i were better looking maybe people would pay more attention to what i have to say.... but hell... i guess the great fucking maker needs a few disposables before he gets to the good ones. take for instance this entry... im really only writing to myself arent i? i know for a fact the one person who has hurt my feelings the most has not read any of my entries on here. and wont even know shit about how horrible i feel at this point. someone who is so wrapped up in everyone elses drama they dont give a flying a fuck about the person who will always be there for them. everyone is so much better looking so much more fun to be around i dont mean shit... im fucking pathetic. and disgusting. i cant stand being even me... and everyone who says it should be different is a liar. but hey what is lj if it isnt for venting... i figure there are quick ways to fix who i am.. and i should stick to that because if i dont i will have nothing.