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I got an interview today at 4 with Circuit City. But guess what? I cant go to it. Its in Novi and my bitch of a mother said that I cant go to it because its too far for me to go to work. Its 20 minutes away from my house. She told me that if I wanted to work in retail then I should go to Meijers and I told her no because the pay is shitty. Then she proceeds to tell me to find a company I can work from home. How the fuck am I suppose to do the shit they expect of me without a job? This is the first place that has called me back after all the 20 applications I have filled out and all of the 40 places I have sent my resume to. I have a good shot at getting a job since they are starting to hire for the holiday season and the bitch sabotoges it. My dad told me to go to the interview and see what hours I will be working, and my mother started to make excuses as to why I cant go.
She doesnt want to stand at the front door for 10 minutes and watch my daughter at the bus stop because it interferes with her life... it interferes with her getting on the fucking computer to play whatever game she is playing that day.
She wants me out of her fucking house and she wants my car fixed but how the fuck am I suppose to do this shit without a job? And yet they want 50 bucks out of me every week to live here. So she can have more money to go shopping with. It was ironic yesterday, it was their anniversary and they said they were going out for dinner for it, and then in the same sentence they asked me for the 50 bucks. My reaction was WHAT THE FUCK!!! I ignored it and came back in the basement and hid for the rest of the day until they left.
I know its wrong to have deep hatred for one of both of your parents, but I have had this deep hatred for my mother for years... just the other day she made breakfast for everyone and my brother went outside to eat and Sami and I ate at the table and when she was finished she wanted to go outside and jump on her trampoline and my brother got pissed at her for being outside, and I told him to just leave her go, and she wasnt bothering him and when he wouldnt listen to me, I asked my mother to do something about it and she said well there is nothing I can do if he doesnt want her out there while he is eating, she can come in until he is finished, because she doesnt want the football on the trampoline so why should she get her way and be able to stay outside. That pissed me off, and we got into this fight about it. Its always been about my brother, well Mike needs this and Mike needs that. Christmas time last year, they went out and bought my brother a game cube and gave me and Sami 20 bucks and said go buy yourself something, didnt even put it in a card or anything. Sami got nothing from them. That pissed me off too, I dont care about myself, they could have at least got her something. She is their granddaughter. Everything has always been about my brother.
I HATE THE BITCH!!!
She doesnt want to stand at the front door for 10 minutes and watch my daughter at the bus stop because it interferes with her life... it interferes with her getting on the fucking computer to play whatever game she is playing that day.
She wants me out of her fucking house and she wants my car fixed but how the fuck am I suppose to do this shit without a job? And yet they want 50 bucks out of me every week to live here. So she can have more money to go shopping with. It was ironic yesterday, it was their anniversary and they said they were going out for dinner for it, and then in the same sentence they asked me for the 50 bucks. My reaction was WHAT THE FUCK!!! I ignored it and came back in the basement and hid for the rest of the day until they left.
I know its wrong to have deep hatred for one of both of your parents, but I have had this deep hatred for my mother for years... just the other day she made breakfast for everyone and my brother went outside to eat and Sami and I ate at the table and when she was finished she wanted to go outside and jump on her trampoline and my brother got pissed at her for being outside, and I told him to just leave her go, and she wasnt bothering him and when he wouldnt listen to me, I asked my mother to do something about it and she said well there is nothing I can do if he doesnt want her out there while he is eating, she can come in until he is finished, because she doesnt want the football on the trampoline so why should she get her way and be able to stay outside. That pissed me off, and we got into this fight about it. Its always been about my brother, well Mike needs this and Mike needs that. Christmas time last year, they went out and bought my brother a game cube and gave me and Sami 20 bucks and said go buy yourself something, didnt even put it in a card or anything. Sami got nothing from them. That pissed me off too, I dont care about myself, they could have at least got her something. She is their granddaughter. Everything has always been about my brother.
I HATE THE BITCH!!!