Dec 17, 2006 13:22
you have a notion. this notion is repressed by a lot of people, but it is very dear to you, yet you never act on it.
and now you get the chance.
miss Joanna and I had dinner last night at lake Eola!
i wrote her a note in my shop to the rabid drum beats of Coheed and Cambria.
mmm...chinese food.
I splurged and bought scallion lo-mein
i'm in longing.
ever since i've met this girl, its been like a whole new thing to me. I've felt emotions now that i thought were dead. I felt love for things i knew i loved but never showed. and yet, i'm happy just being her friend. society dictates that we have to fall head over heels in love with that person who means so much to us, but I don't think that is quite the mood...atleast for now and a while.
when you know what you feel
things become real. how discontent we become with things that don't suit us.
but this girl now, she can read me like a book. she knows my heart and is so patient and loving to me, even when i don't know what to do or say.
in other news...
there was a girl named claire that went to RHS that was really pretty and she had blonde hair and ble eyes and was Catholic, too. and for some reason, i never really knew her, per say, but the thought of her just popped into my head [after forgetting who she was for like 4 years!] at random the other night. do any of you know this girl or who i am tlaking about?
any help would be appreciated. its been bugging me for days!