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there are so many songs every day that makes me live this out and think about it more than i know how not to. and every one is true. i never felt how loud they were or how deep it felt to think how real these lyrics are. and they do make me sad. i am sad. but every day i go on without you i figure out why. and i'm better now about certain things, and i dont't know where it came from. i believe in me because you quit on me but now, i don't care how weak you feel or how sick i am, i'm not going to let this run. and i won't let you give up because you made me promise you not to. maybe other promises have been broken but i'm not breaking that one. you'll see.
(again i go unnoticed -Dashboard Confessional)
closed lipped, another goodnight kiss
is robbed of all it's passion
your grip, another time is slack
it leaves me feeling empty..
please tell me you're just feeling tired
coz if it's more than that i fear that i might break...
I'll wait untill tomorrow,
maybe you'll feel better then
maybe we'll be better then
so what's another day..
when.i.can't.bare.these.nights.of.thoughts.of.going.on.without.you
this mood of yours is temporary
it seems worth wait to see your smile again
out of the corner of my eye won't be the only way you're looking at me then.
(the luckiest -Ben Folds)
I
don't get
many things right the first time..
in fact,
i am told
that alot.
Now i know all the wrong tunrs and stumbles and fall brought me here.
And where was i before the day
that first saw your lovely face..
now i see it
everyday.
And i know
that i am..
i am
i am
the luckiest.
what if i'd
been born
50 years before you
in a house
on a street
where you lived..
maybe i'd be outside as you passed on your bike
would i know?
And in a wide sea of eyes
i see one pair that i
recognise.
And i know..
that i am
i am
i am
the luckiest.
I love you more than i have
every found a way to say
to you.
Next door,
there's an old man
who lived to his 90's
and one day
passed away
in his sleep..
And his wife,
she stayed for a couple of days and passed away...
I'm sorry i know that's a
strage way to you that i know
we belong
that i know..
that i am
i am
i am
the Luckiest.
(If i ain't got you -Alicia Keys)
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you
Some people search for a fountain
Promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love them
And in a world on a silver platter
And wondering what it means
No one to share, no one who truly cares for me
If I ain't got you with me baby
Nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing
If I ain't got you with me baby.
(pictures of shorelines -further seems forever)
If you insist on pictures of shorelines
then i insist on pages of your lines
meant for me
to be sent to me
Remember watching the storms on the lifegaurd stand
remember feeling the tingling in my fingertips
when i touched your lips.
And i recall how you sat on the same side of me
you know it seemed that you always be on my side
you're my best side.
And it's early june so the sands still dry
and you
have got
the boldest eyes
and i can't help but think it's right
that inside you it's me i'll find
and i can't help
but think it's right
that inside you it's me i'll find
And i'm still waiting
and i'm still waiting..
and it's early june so the sands still dry
and the storm off shore's not far behind
and i'm still waiting
AND I'M STILL WAITING
and sometimes you don't say a thing for a long while
and the ships off shore hold stories that we makes
and sometimes we are held at bay by these miles
but less of you is more than i can take
and the moments that we share could last a lifetime
and the faith i have in us will keep you near
with several of these miles placed in between us
means several of these words be sent by mail
I hope this letter finds you well
I hope this letter finds you
well...
and sometimes we don't say a thing for a long while
and ships off shore hold stories that we make
and sometimes we are held at bay by these miles
but less of you is more than i can take.
(Everytime -Britney Spears)
Notice me
Take my hand
Why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong?
Why carry on without me?
Everytime I try to fly
I fall
without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you, baby
I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done?
You seem to move on easy..
Everytime I try to fly
I fall
without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
Everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you, baby
I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
*My weakness caused you pain*
And this song is my sorry
At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away...
Everytime I try to fly
I fall
without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you, baby
i don't want to keep hurting. are you hurting? it's funny how you lose one friend and now everythings good because now you can have a hundred more. but i lost one friend and my whole world's gone. i don't feel better. do you feel better? i know you're there. i know you can read everything here, and you know how it feels too. Being confused doesn't make you a liar, none of this makes you a liar because you didn't lie. I promised you i wouldn't let you give up.. you made me promise you. You can't lie about wanting something so bad as you did. I know you, you miss me. i know how bad you miss me because it hurts, and it's tearing in you too. because you're the only person who's ever matched me this close. no matter what. and it wouldn't be happening to you if it wasn't happening to me. and it's happening to me. i'll see you at banquet.