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My other grandpa died yesterday morning.
R.I.P. Grandpa Fox.
So far, this summer isn't good.
I move next week, and I haven't packed anything yet.
I don't have the $300 to pay rent by .. TOMORROW, and I may have to borrow it from David.
It's due tomorrow.
I fucking hate this.
I feel like I'm letting them down or something. It's not going to be like this while we're living there, it's like this now because I haven't worked all month.
Katie, I'm sorry that I don't have all this money saved up, and I'm sorry that I had obligations to take care of.
I'm sorry, guys.
Anyway.. I'm going to do what I usually do to take my mind off things, dye my hair.
Lexi and I are doing it tonight. I'm going to put white and turquoise in my hair, and I don't care what you think about it.
I need to get a job down in Milwaukee. I want to apply at The Exclusive Company and Starship, because I know I'll be allowed to have piercings and weird hair there. At HoJo's, where I basically have a guaranteed job, I won't be able to. Eventually in life I won't be able to just dodge a job because of it's restrictions, but I'm 19. I'll do whatever I want to my hair and my body, and if they don't like it, I just won't work there.
I'm getting my snake bites done before school. It's official.
I can't wait to move out.
I want to eat something. I'm really hungry.
Have a good day.
R.I.P. Grandpa Fox.
So far, this summer isn't good.
I move next week, and I haven't packed anything yet.
I don't have the $300 to pay rent by .. TOMORROW, and I may have to borrow it from David.
It's due tomorrow.
I fucking hate this.
I feel like I'm letting them down or something. It's not going to be like this while we're living there, it's like this now because I haven't worked all month.
Katie, I'm sorry that I don't have all this money saved up, and I'm sorry that I had obligations to take care of.
I'm sorry, guys.
Anyway.. I'm going to do what I usually do to take my mind off things, dye my hair.
Lexi and I are doing it tonight. I'm going to put white and turquoise in my hair, and I don't care what you think about it.
I need to get a job down in Milwaukee. I want to apply at The Exclusive Company and Starship, because I know I'll be allowed to have piercings and weird hair there. At HoJo's, where I basically have a guaranteed job, I won't be able to. Eventually in life I won't be able to just dodge a job because of it's restrictions, but I'm 19. I'll do whatever I want to my hair and my body, and if they don't like it, I just won't work there.
I'm getting my snake bites done before school. It's official.
I can't wait to move out.
I want to eat something. I'm really hungry.
Have a good day.