It's such a gamble when you get a face..
This is the earliest I've been awake in awhile.
Actually, I woke up at 7.55 because my phone was ringing. I think I shut it off instead of answering it, because once my eyes finally adjusted, the screen was blank. Oops.
Well, anyway, it was Terry.
I called him back and we had a long conversation. I think I will meet up with him in Atlanta.. just to hang out for a little bit. A really little bit, because last time I wound up missing my flight. Guh.
I think it would be great if Terry lived up here, because hanging out with him is a lot of fun.. But I know he wouldn't like living here, "Hardcore Ashley" would miss him too much. PFFFFFF.
That's my happy face, ps.
Anyway, today Olivia and I might go to St. Armand's Circle and do some shopping. We came to a collective decision that we haven't spent enough time outside in the nice weather, and have spent way too much time sitting inside watching lame movies on T.V. Well, I'm glad that we'll be getting out. I need the sunlight.
My sunburn is so itchyyy. And my eyes are stinging and red. Dammit. What a beautiful morning.
I've gotten used to updating this thing daily.. Even when I don't really have anything useful to say.. But I guess it's kind of a comfort thing.. or.. something. Whatever, I don't even know. I just know that I babble about useless stuff and no one really reads it anyway, except for maybe two people. Oh well.. I guess I'm not really doing it for people to read. No.. that's a lie, I think I am, otherwise I wouldn't have an online journal. I have a "real" journal, one that I write in way more, and one that I say way more personal things in, but the internet world isn't ready for that one.
I really miss you.
You know who you are..
I'm glad you're happy and I hope you stay that way. I wish I could have made you that happy, but hey, as long as you're happy, I guess I'm happy too.. I think it's going to take some time for me to fully believe that, but for now.. I'll just repeat it over and over to shut out my true thoughts.
Take care. I'm glad we're still friends.
Love and hugs,
Dierdre.