I Am.
I've reached a greater understanding of myself and others tonight. Its been pretty rough tonight. it was boring, it was angering, it was depressing, and all together shit. However, i've realized that i am one in the grander scheme of things. Call me what you will, call me crazy, call me mike, call me a dipshit call me anything. My perception is that alone, and can be changed willingly. I am one with everyone of you, and i love you all. I Truly, and deeply believe that every last one of you deserves to be loved and deserves to give love in return. Regardless of whether or not i make sense, i make sense to myself, which is all that matters. I feel enlightened, more than ever. Music provides joy and love. Art provides joy and love. Cigarrettes provide joy and love. Marajuana provides joy and love. Writing provides joy and love. Reading provides joy and love. Mingling provides joy and love. Everything, everyone and every being provides JOY AND LOVE. I love everything. No, i didnt take shrooms. Or X. Or Acid. Or weed. I'm not high. I understand. I control myself. I control my well-being and my health. My goodness, my badness, my anger and my depression are all controlled by me. I can control myself. I can believe in myself and i can perform any task. Prove me wrong, do what you will, but i will love you. I understand why now. Its inexplicable, yet i realise what my purpose is. Life rules.