Why?
Please someone tell me why? Why does life suck so much sometimes? Why is growing up so damn hard? Is there some memo they sent out that says "HEY LIFE IS GONNA SUCK AFTER HIGH SCHOOL IF YOU ARENT READY FOR IT!!"? They sent the memo and I didn't get it. I'm so sick of busting my butt at a thankless job working with bad kids for crap hours and making equally crappy money just to constantly be broke and feeling permanently screwed. I need my own car but do i have one? NO why because i barely make enough money to cover my flipping phone bill. And everyone is always SO quick with the answers, "get another job" or "find a better job" As if I had NEVER thought of that. WELL DUH! I have NO plans on staying at this job for always. And yeah it's much easier said than done to find another job. And it's almost a given that if i were able to get another job...i would. I'm looking. Sometimes I'm so sick of life and living. It's all so hard. I mean i'm not stupid nothing in this world is ever easy...NOTHING. But I don't know. I cry a lot. And being alone makes everything worse...wow now that I just sound sad I'm going to go now....hope you all have a better day than Me. http://www.hotornot.com/r/?eid=BMRMKRG&key=GQE