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I had the best talk on Saturday night with the guys.
I’m still laughing!
Uh yeah Lunchbox was freaking me out.
I didn’t show you because I am simple embarrassed that I have nothing to show. L
Work today was good.
If he told me today that he was looking for a girlfriend and wanted to be with me I would drop everything I was doing and commit to him for real. Like I am in love with him. I wouldn’t be able to cheat on him. He’s the one I have wanted for so long. I have never felt this way about someone. I know I have said that before but this is like a I really care about you and couldn’t hurt you not like it was so many other time where it was I love you but I’m cheating on you. I see him and my face lights up and I get this big ass smile on my face. I can’t stay mad at him, ever. I let him walk all over me, and if you know me I don’t shit for any guy, except him.
This feeling is unreal.
You know how you want something so badly and it’s almost reachable but it’s still just faraway enough so that it’s not in your possession?
I’m getting teased. Its like Maddy here I am, want to go on a date blah blah blah. I know you want me but opp to bad I don’t want a girlfriend. And the sad part is I care so much that I will wait around for his ass…