Jul 12, 2006 01:47
Every year before a new year begins I make a balance of what happen, what I wanted to do, if I did, if I´ve grown as a person or what....This year so far has been a joke, and mostly because of me that sabotaging myself, becoming the lazy person that I´ve always hate, been bad at school too, me one of the biggest nerd while in high school and wittiness "tudo ir pro ralo".
So I´m going to take advantage of scholl starting again next month, and I´m going to pretend is new years.
(The new "new´s year resolution")
1. Be more organized. After all you have a agenda for what?!
2. Be a better friend/daughter/sister. I´ve found myself being too selfish. Need to work on that.
3. Keep in touch with friends that live near and far. And daddy specially.
4. Take better care of my health. The lumps on my breasts are still there, I tried the whole ignore and it will go away, it didn´t work, they´re still there. I need to go to the dentist, and dermatologist (because I don´t wan to to have my mom´s skin in the future).
This whole thing of self-analysis started I guess today. I took the last quiz of the semester and couldn´t bring myself to be happy about it. I felt empty, I wasn´t even barely relif
And the list goes on...
5. Write here more, or on the Garfield.
6. Learn how to drive. Try real hard on this. How knows I might like it?! (a little optimistic, yeah?!)
7. Be more open, trust more on people. I see friends rely things on me, and I can´t seem to do the same thing back.