Alot of thought and words to think about.
well i stayed up all night again and then i'm gonna go to bed at like 7 tonight to catch up on sleep for work. i chilled over at tiffany allison's house with sara mandy tiffany derek jeremy bret and mama joules. so it was cool. everyone except me and mandy went to sleep, so we watched like 3 movies. fun fun.
talked to emily a bit last night. not as much as i wanted to though. didn't really talk about much things important, but umm...bobie pins....yea i dunno how to spell it and i dunno why they feel good...lol don't ask. very very...different. it's ok though. i wanna try and see if it works for me! lol yea....anyways
when someone tries to be nice to other people...why is it that people have to much pride or just don't want anything from me? i try to give what i can and people don't seem to like it when others are "too nice". i don't understand. and it may not even be pride. it may be because they aren't used to be treated so nice they don't know how to accept it. because everyone knows that people are bad.
i read part of a book. this book had some good ideas and it made alot of sense. it made me realize what i already knew.
people aren't basically good. no. people like to think that, but they aren't. people are naturally neutral. it is how they are treated and how things work in their mind that determines if they are good or bad. and now days...i don't know about people anymore. they're just so cruel now. not caring and no faith. no hope or joy. sometimes i just wonder...they say one man can make a difference. right? well that "difference" don't last long if you've noticed. something might happen or someone does something that changes people; but when have you ever seen that difference stick? that it stayes with them? me? never. i've tried to help people be better....it lasts a few days, weeks, manths....but it always goes away. people need morals, dreams...especially hope. more importantly....belief. everyone believes in something or someone no matter what it is. everyone does. and no it doesn't have to be religious. they just believe. a few words of wisdom...think about what you believe in...and compare those to when you were are better or worse person. see how you've changed. see how good of a person you are when you realize that belief is everything. it is who you are and what you do. it makes you good/bad to others and yourself. but never....never believe you can't help someone out. everyone can help others out in someway. always. even if they don't know the person or have only seen them once. help people out by trying to put a sile on their face or teach them to be nicer to people. think about it. what if you smiled at someone and it stuck. you've made a difference. a good one. but think about if you yell at someone or curse at them...you've made a difference, but you've just put more pain or anger in thier heart. good job. you're the people making the world the hell it is today. so be nice to people. cause someday they might have a chance to help you. do you think they would with the way you treated them? just take a minuet to think about that. you might need an hour.
i have to get in the shower to go to church.
random quote of the day: "you don't want to waste the music do you
thought on the random quote: never....i mean never waste music. God will keep your soul alive, but if you have no God, then what will keep you alive? music. music is more than what people say and believe. music is alot more. believe it. i do.
talked to emily a bit last night. not as much as i wanted to though. didn't really talk about much things important, but umm...bobie pins....yea i dunno how to spell it and i dunno why they feel good...lol don't ask. very very...different. it's ok though. i wanna try and see if it works for me! lol yea....anyways
when someone tries to be nice to other people...why is it that people have to much pride or just don't want anything from me? i try to give what i can and people don't seem to like it when others are "too nice". i don't understand. and it may not even be pride. it may be because they aren't used to be treated so nice they don't know how to accept it. because everyone knows that people are bad.
i read part of a book. this book had some good ideas and it made alot of sense. it made me realize what i already knew.
people aren't basically good. no. people like to think that, but they aren't. people are naturally neutral. it is how they are treated and how things work in their mind that determines if they are good or bad. and now days...i don't know about people anymore. they're just so cruel now. not caring and no faith. no hope or joy. sometimes i just wonder...they say one man can make a difference. right? well that "difference" don't last long if you've noticed. something might happen or someone does something that changes people; but when have you ever seen that difference stick? that it stayes with them? me? never. i've tried to help people be better....it lasts a few days, weeks, manths....but it always goes away. people need morals, dreams...especially hope. more importantly....belief. everyone believes in something or someone no matter what it is. everyone does. and no it doesn't have to be religious. they just believe. a few words of wisdom...think about what you believe in...and compare those to when you were are better or worse person. see how you've changed. see how good of a person you are when you realize that belief is everything. it is who you are and what you do. it makes you good/bad to others and yourself. but never....never believe you can't help someone out. everyone can help others out in someway. always. even if they don't know the person or have only seen them once. help people out by trying to put a sile on their face or teach them to be nicer to people. think about it. what if you smiled at someone and it stuck. you've made a difference. a good one. but think about if you yell at someone or curse at them...you've made a difference, but you've just put more pain or anger in thier heart. good job. you're the people making the world the hell it is today. so be nice to people. cause someday they might have a chance to help you. do you think they would with the way you treated them? just take a minuet to think about that. you might need an hour.
i have to get in the shower to go to church.
random quote of the day: "you don't want to waste the music do you
thought on the random quote: never....i mean never waste music. God will keep your soul alive, but if you have no God, then what will keep you alive? music. music is more than what people say and believe. music is alot more. believe it. i do.