interestinggg.
so work was just so BLAH. i was scheduled for bks yet had to spend more than 2hrs up in the front counter.
i was SUPPOSED to see andrew after work, but he was drunk. :| -smh- gosh that got me soo upset.SOupset!.
ahhhhh i guess i should know how hard it is to quit. but idk? what can i do but support. so yeahhh. -shrug- we will see where this goes. i do like him much to much though. i guess thats why its bugging me. i wanted to see him soo badly. but instead; he got drunk and rather me go home. idk how to take that. i havent seen him since a quick min on the 24th. for good reason of course though. he went to see family. but i just miss him. i wanted to see him. OHWELL.
ANYWAY. this isnt what this post is all about. its about something else. something, rather.. someone.
richard.
who, i would think, would be the last person to post about. but he was at newmans when i got outta work. he wanted to say hi. but i was already close to home... he wanted me to turn back. so i did?.
i was like HOME. and i turned back, jesus.
anyway. we talked. and he was drunk. weirddddness. he was talking about manythingss. is that weird? maybe when i read back on this someday. ill have my answer to that question. but anyway. yeahhh. just something i dont want to forget. he is a very dear friend to me, and a big part of my life that wont ever go away. he isnt happy so he says. sad. but he wants to meet andrew. hah. doubt that will ever happen..
another thing. this sleep shit is annoying the crap outta me.
i want to sleep in early. but i cant!
I NEED HELP.
i hope to see the dr soon.
thats it for now!
THEEND.
i was SUPPOSED to see andrew after work, but he was drunk. :| -smh- gosh that got me soo upset.SOupset!.
ahhhhh i guess i should know how hard it is to quit. but idk? what can i do but support. so yeahhh. -shrug- we will see where this goes. i do like him much to much though. i guess thats why its bugging me. i wanted to see him soo badly. but instead; he got drunk and rather me go home. idk how to take that. i havent seen him since a quick min on the 24th. for good reason of course though. he went to see family. but i just miss him. i wanted to see him. OHWELL.
ANYWAY. this isnt what this post is all about. its about something else. something, rather.. someone.
richard.
who, i would think, would be the last person to post about. but he was at newmans when i got outta work. he wanted to say hi. but i was already close to home... he wanted me to turn back. so i did?.
i was like HOME. and i turned back, jesus.
anyway. we talked. and he was drunk. weirddddness. he was talking about manythingss. is that weird? maybe when i read back on this someday. ill have my answer to that question. but anyway. yeahhh. just something i dont want to forget. he is a very dear friend to me, and a big part of my life that wont ever go away. he isnt happy so he says. sad. but he wants to meet andrew. hah. doubt that will ever happen..
another thing. this sleep shit is annoying the crap outta me.
i want to sleep in early. but i cant!
I NEED HELP.
i hope to see the dr soon.
thats it for now!
THEEND.