life then&now.
so i was reading all my old entries i have in this thing.. well not all of them, cause after awhile i got kinda EH, its soo weird just reading things frm like 05. and all the stupid shit id do and say.
guess thats what a journal is for right? memories..
but man i am so indecisive.. :|
idk if thats a good thing or abad thing?.. its probably bad. OHwell.
ANYWAY; back to my point.. yeahh i havent changed much lol.
i think that was it? well i think that is it. it bothers me to know that i havent changed after all these years. and when i say all i mean 3yrs. well fuck it 4yrs. 09bitch. but still that is a looooooonnnnnnngg time.. at least im doing alot better in school than i was before? i guess. idk?
school is school though.
doubt my feelings for that will ever change.
why?
CAUSE SCHOOL SUCKS!.
:\ OH but i have to get an education. blahblah.fuckit. just do it. the only thing i can do to stop hearing it so much.
its sooooooooooooohard though. well for me at least. i hate doing papers now. i used to love to write. but not anymore lol.
-isstupid-
perhaps even lazy?.okay i know the answer to that question.
now im just babbling on. its 340 in the morning and i dont know what im doing up.
besides schoolsucking.
my overall way of thinking is the same. confused all the time about EVERYATHANG*. everyathang;everyathang. ♥kattwilliams.
ITSPIMPINPIMPIN.
well you know what. i should probably take that back the whole; being confused.. right now. wait FUCKman. nvm. i am confused.
about CERTAIN things only*
note to self: try not to let my emotions get the best of myself*
RIGHT?!
in other wordssssssssssssssssssssssssssss?
think with your mind; so they say.
but seriously WTF. how do you do that? think with your mind and not your "heart". emotions control your actions. but now your thoughts have to control your actions to not act towards your emotions that lead you to act towards... whatever the case may be. assholes i swear. not ppl who say it. but.. well i know what i mean.i think. wait no of course i do..
my wrist hurts.
my hands are two different colors..imadie?
kitty.
:|
no more babbling. i think thats enough for tonight.
g2g read articles for damn sociology.
theend.
edit;LJSUCKS.
guess thats what a journal is for right? memories..
but man i am so indecisive.. :|
idk if thats a good thing or abad thing?.. its probably bad. OHwell.
ANYWAY; back to my point.. yeahh i havent changed much lol.
i think that was it? well i think that is it. it bothers me to know that i havent changed after all these years. and when i say all i mean 3yrs. well fuck it 4yrs. 09bitch. but still that is a looooooonnnnnnngg time.. at least im doing alot better in school than i was before? i guess. idk?
school is school though.
doubt my feelings for that will ever change.
why?
CAUSE SCHOOL SUCKS!.
:\ OH but i have to get an education. blahblah.fuckit. just do it. the only thing i can do to stop hearing it so much.
its sooooooooooooohard though. well for me at least. i hate doing papers now. i used to love to write. but not anymore lol.
-isstupid-
perhaps even lazy?.okay i know the answer to that question.
now im just babbling on. its 340 in the morning and i dont know what im doing up.
besides schoolsucking.
my overall way of thinking is the same. confused all the time about EVERYATHANG*. everyathang;everyathang. ♥kattwilliams.
ITSPIMPINPIMPIN.
well you know what. i should probably take that back the whole; being confused.. right now. wait FUCKman. nvm. i am confused.
about CERTAIN things only*
note to self: try not to let my emotions get the best of myself*
RIGHT?!
in other wordssssssssssssssssssssssssssss?
think with your mind; so they say.
but seriously WTF. how do you do that? think with your mind and not your "heart". emotions control your actions. but now your thoughts have to control your actions to not act towards your emotions that lead you to act towards... whatever the case may be. assholes i swear. not ppl who say it. but.. well i know what i mean.i think. wait no of course i do..
my wrist hurts.
my hands are two different colors..imadie?
kitty.
:|
no more babbling. i think thats enough for tonight.
g2g read articles for damn sociology.
theend.
edit;LJSUCKS.