I don't know where to end.
LIFE has been very up and down lately. My pops is in the hospital and while its rather common for him to be in the hospital, this has been the first time I've gotten to see him while he's there. Usually he doesn't tell me he was in the hospital until after he gets out, but this time he told me while he was there. I went to see him monday and tuesday and it was heartbreaking. No one knows whats wrong with him. He can't keep solids or liquids in him so he cant eat or drink anything. He cant take his pain medicine because he just spits it back up but he's in so much pain. My first instinct is to try to do anything in my power to make him at least comfortable but then i realized that theres nothing i can do and its just an awful, helpless feeling. I love my dad, and I want him to be ok.