At the first sign of possible sorrow I’ll turn my heel and run
Usually in trying to make things better I'll inevitably make them worse. I miss being a kid. I miss feeling invincible. My dad is in and out of the hospital more and more. Two weeks ago he had an undetected blood clot in his leg that shot up to his lung causing his lung to partially collapse. He calls me while all of this is happening just to remind me to get the car through emissions. I'm so much like my dad. So much. and I'm glad. I am very glad that my dad is who he is and that I am like him.
I just want to feel secure.
So for right now my plans are to start taking classes somewhere. Maybe PG, maybe MC, or maybe UMUC. I just need to start somewhere and I want to start as soon as possible. The best way for me to do anything is to throw myself completely into it and work the details out later.
Bah.
You can trust me not to think
And not to sleep around
And if you don't expect too much from me
You might not be let down
'Cause all I really want is to be with you
Feeling like I matter too
If I hadn't blown the whole thing years ago
I might be here with you
I just want to feel secure.
So for right now my plans are to start taking classes somewhere. Maybe PG, maybe MC, or maybe UMUC. I just need to start somewhere and I want to start as soon as possible. The best way for me to do anything is to throw myself completely into it and work the details out later.
Bah.
You can trust me not to think
And not to sleep around
And if you don't expect too much from me
You might not be let down
'Cause all I really want is to be with you
Feeling like I matter too
If I hadn't blown the whole thing years ago
I might be here with you