5 weeks
Ok, so I'm getting wicked excited because the wedding is in 5 weeks, 5 weeks!! Everything is starting to get together and numbers/rsvp's are being calculated. I had to do so much calling and so did Phil because so many of our friends and families are such slackers about sending things on time! We put dates for a reason damnit, so we don't have to stress out at the last second. Anyways...we met with the Reverend a couple weeks ago and he was really nice and went over the ceremony with us and showed us examples of readings and such to pick out. He wants to meet with us only 1x to do "counseling" which is tomorrow. He said that he pretty much has us play the dating game. I'm kinda excited to do it. I really know Phil so well since we've known each other since we were 12/11 years old, so it'll be fun. And it will also be a good way for the reverend to get to know us better to. We met with the organist on Wednesday and picked out the music. I really like the selections that we made and it was wicked kewl to be in the church with just Phil and the organist with that HUGE pipe organ...epic. Everything is just coming to an end and I'm excited.
I went shopping with my mom on Friday to try and find her a dress. She didn't like ANYTHING. I really think the biggest problem is that she was fitting into dresses that were a size 18 and she didn't like that. Well too bad, because you have to fit the dress to your huge boobs mom...who cares if the dress isn't a size 10...or whatever fucking size her pants are. Argh...at least I'm not blind to my weight. I had to get a size friggin 22 dress for my wedding dress to fit my damn huge boobs I inherited from mom...Speaking of which I've lost some weight but have been slacking on my diet. I'm kicking my butt to get back on track this week. I think I look much better than I did at the beginning of the year, but I can look better. I'm really struggling with my weight issue...I can't wait to go to the doctor for my full physical in July...which leads me too...
The other thing that is really bothering me lately is that I haven't been sleeping good. It takes me sooooo long to get to sleep and when I wake up I don't feel rested. And I feel depressed every once in a while. I'm really afraid that my thyroid might have gotten worse and I may have to go meds for it, which ultimately will help the weight/sleeping/depression. Sigh...
Anyways, can't wait to go on the honeymoon so I can have a VACATION!
I went shopping with my mom on Friday to try and find her a dress. She didn't like ANYTHING. I really think the biggest problem is that she was fitting into dresses that were a size 18 and she didn't like that. Well too bad, because you have to fit the dress to your huge boobs mom...who cares if the dress isn't a size 10...or whatever fucking size her pants are. Argh...at least I'm not blind to my weight. I had to get a size friggin 22 dress for my wedding dress to fit my damn huge boobs I inherited from mom...Speaking of which I've lost some weight but have been slacking on my diet. I'm kicking my butt to get back on track this week. I think I look much better than I did at the beginning of the year, but I can look better. I'm really struggling with my weight issue...I can't wait to go to the doctor for my full physical in July...which leads me too...
The other thing that is really bothering me lately is that I haven't been sleeping good. It takes me sooooo long to get to sleep and when I wake up I don't feel rested. And I feel depressed every once in a while. I'm really afraid that my thyroid might have gotten worse and I may have to go meds for it, which ultimately will help the weight/sleeping/depression. Sigh...
Anyways, can't wait to go on the honeymoon so I can have a VACATION!