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Before I go any further let me say for the most part my life is pretty peachy. There are a few things that are bothering me right now though, the one being I seem to have lost my way around women.
Example.
There is this girl I'm interested in, this is rare because even though I have been a man-whore in the past I don't generally really ever want to date. This is one of those rare occasions when I see someone whom I respect, admire and have a ton in common with.
She's a local girl (sarnia not tbay which may pose problems) I have known for a very long time. She likes to camp and keep active which really is how my life is going right now. Pretty, funny, witty but like most people I fall for causes me endless problems.
Most people say I can talk to any one and probably sell ice to eskimo's if I set my mind to it, however, that all changes when I like someone. I basically turn into Ralph wiggums when I try to talk to someone I want to flirt with. The ever classic "do you like stuff?" isn't to far from the truth. So when I called her up tonight I must have seemed like scattermacscatter brain, coudn't keep a thread going and always seemed to talk when she did. Part of it might be I called her right after work which I was already scattered from. But it was ackward even though we had a good time last weekend. I asked her out this saturday night to go to the bar with a couple of friends (as I am not ready to start 'dating' yet but want to get to know her better as a person first) and she said she would probably go which of course didn't make me to confident.
Long story short it bothers me that I can no longer comfortably approach people I like. I think the last girl I dated really did a number me even still. Oh well I guess we will wait and see where it goes, but still it's frustrating. I also hate sarnia and always seem to turn into a goober down here.
Oh well such is life, love it regardless of what it throughs at you
Example.
There is this girl I'm interested in, this is rare because even though I have been a man-whore in the past I don't generally really ever want to date. This is one of those rare occasions when I see someone whom I respect, admire and have a ton in common with.
She's a local girl (sarnia not tbay which may pose problems) I have known for a very long time. She likes to camp and keep active which really is how my life is going right now. Pretty, funny, witty but like most people I fall for causes me endless problems.
Most people say I can talk to any one and probably sell ice to eskimo's if I set my mind to it, however, that all changes when I like someone. I basically turn into Ralph wiggums when I try to talk to someone I want to flirt with. The ever classic "do you like stuff?" isn't to far from the truth. So when I called her up tonight I must have seemed like scattermacscatter brain, coudn't keep a thread going and always seemed to talk when she did. Part of it might be I called her right after work which I was already scattered from. But it was ackward even though we had a good time last weekend. I asked her out this saturday night to go to the bar with a couple of friends (as I am not ready to start 'dating' yet but want to get to know her better as a person first) and she said she would probably go which of course didn't make me to confident.
Long story short it bothers me that I can no longer comfortably approach people I like. I think the last girl I dated really did a number me even still. Oh well I guess we will wait and see where it goes, but still it's frustrating. I also hate sarnia and always seem to turn into a goober down here.
Oh well such is life, love it regardless of what it throughs at you