dreams of kings and shadowy things, the ghosts in the wall and shouts down the hall

[dielikearockstr]

I dont know why, but I'm both anxious and content at the moment, everythign in my life is pretty much becoming a failure. but thats what life is a long series of failures with fleeting moments of success that usually make up for it. I have to get more serious about music and intend to sit down and get some stuff written this weekend as I don't work tomorrow. I'm anxious for what will happen next in my life, I've been having the problem latley of lots of overlaping events and not being sure how to deal with them all. but I suppose I'll just go with the flow and hope for the best, the more you planning you put into something does not mean you reap more from it what will happen will happen we have no real control over such things. I've been having alot of interesting conversations with people I've yet to officially meet through random social calls and work smoke breaks but its been fun. I am also trying to figure out wether or not I can swing a trip to Thailand this summer because I would really like to get out of the country.....see how much the world really hates a boy from America. Other than that same ol' me ups downs all arounds but I've kept some sembalence of sanity so far, so what the fuck might as well enjoy the ride....time for sleep. even though the sun is coming up

if anyone still reads this....what are your 5 favorite movie sountracks?

in no particular order
The crow, Go, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Vanilla Sky, Trainspotting