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Dec 05, 2005 15:44

It's time to write something, eh? =__=
I didn't want to because of this and that but now, after everything became too bizarre and after some of you wrote me very nice comments the last time, I decided to finalize that odd story.
I guess there will never be a conclusion because most of the actors who were involved never met each other and have no idea how the person they talked about really is...
It makes no sense anymore to explain or say something. I can do whatever I want: if there is somebody who doesn't like you, you have to accept. You can't be liked or loved by everybody, that's how it goes.
I just hope that everybody stops it now! Ò__ó
I don't want to think about it when I come over again or write something about my life...
I didn't spread the story [or the ones who started it] around and I am not that kind of person who tries to take revenge or talk bad about people I don't now from face to face.
I just don't want my friend still feeling bad... and to tell the truth: same for me! It's enough... there are more important things in life!

If I made mistakes, I'm sorry, but I am not omniscient and I never pretended to be... I learnt to keep things within me now and I really think it's sad that arguments and gossip like that overshadows the relationship of fans, friends and everybody else. At the end, we are all just the same... sometimes it's hard to accept because we all want to be something special... but we're not. No matter what we did or how long we are already there...
I decided to write entries about concerts or personal feelings as "FRIENDS ONLY" from now on... or maybe I just don't write anything else about it anymore. I still don't know because at the moment, I have no idea who to trust and who not. I don't want my words misunderstood in a wrong way anymore...
Maybe I just keep it for me and maybe the ones who were with me...

However... as I already said, I can't change it anymore. This should be the last entry about it...

Let's talk about some other things, ne~? ^___^v
I got some stuff the last few days like Gilgamesh's new singles, the whole version of Gazette's "Cassis", MUCC's "Houyoku", Alice Nine's "new" mini album, Sid's "Sweet?"-PV and finally the whole discography of HIGH and MIGHTY COLOR!
Yes, yes... laugh about me but I really like their appearance and songs, although I'm not really sure how to describe their style of music. It's more Pop than Rock, isn't it? O___ô
Please tell me if you got a good definition. XD~
Well, I was just happy to get some new stuff because I have no time to look for it. It would take ages to talk about everything bit by bit, just let me say that I LOVE Gilgamesh's new singles!
I didn't like their single "fukai no yami" that much which was released in September 2oo5 and their live performance wasn't that good because they still have to learn lots of things, but Satoshi's voice is very clear and strong, in my opinion... so maybe the band just have to get "older" and more "used to show business"!!! XD~

Hm~... okay... that should be all for now... I can't wait to speak with Michèle this evening... I miss her so much ^___^;;
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