WAIT THEY DON'T LOVE YOU LIKE I LOVE YOU!
I just saw you less than a week ago and for some reason it is killing me inside to be away from you. I don't know what I'm going to do once summer comes. One of my biggest fears is losing you to the insanity that is growing up. Not to mention the tight hold your mother has upon you. It seems that just about everything these days remind me of you. I crave those moments when we just hang out, cuddling you close, your head resting on my chest, telling me about my quickened heart beat. *tears washing over me* I refuse to give up and miss out. I won't just look back and wonder what could have been. Hopefully you will be right there by my side recalling our shitty teen years that brought us to the point of security in one another's lives. I've never missed you this badly before. My muscles tighten at the thought of you. I've been interested in other people but I can say that I have honestly fallen hard and only you can be there to help me back up. I need you more than ever and you feel the same about me. You're the only genuine person left in this world. Thinking back to our younger days you were always different from the world and you didn't care who knew about it. Although I don't deserve to be with you and I am constantly reminded by everyone else in the world I deserve some sort of chance to proove myself worthy.