so i have thought to think about it but never took the time to think

[dieinyoursleep]

yeah i have been thinking about random shit totally out there stuff......idk......i was in a shitty...shitty mood this morning like idk y i just was pissed off. like if someone would have come up to me and sparked somthing off in my brain i would have went off in a honest way. I can barely sleep....my grades are slowly starting to fall....my intrest is school is dropping....and work ontop of it all is gay. i cut my fucking finger when i broke a ashtrey and it happened to be on my fucking right hand, my middle finger...i use it to right and pick with on my guitar....so now i am bullshitted into looking at my goddam guitar............................fuck......who would fucking want to smoke.....i will never kiss someone that does or "go out" with a girl that does that sick habit.....and if i ever start to pick one up hit me in the fucking balls and call me the antichrist for all i care.........if you ever see me making a bad decision with a girl....tell me cause it will effect everything later......shit.........................

fuck off