Burn, Bleed, Die....

[dieinmytears]

Been going through alot of crap with Jessica. Been sitting here trying to decide whether or not this whole thing is worth hurting myself over. If you want to read about my problems click below....

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[_heathie]

i wish you would of never of started that. that is such a serious bad habbit. and that scares me to think that you`ve done it. but at least you stopped. thank god. i love you and don`t want you to do anything like that. ok?
oh god. you are scaring me. i don`t know what to say. i love you to death. please don`t do it. don`t. because i don`t want to hear about anything happening to you. friends come and go sweetheart. but a life can not be replaced. and i can`t go through hearing about another person i love dying. it`s too hard. my best friend died when i was in high school. plz, don`t do this. -sighs and cries-
i love you. be strong. please?

[dieinmytears]

Honey, I Love you, and I hate to disappoint you, but I did do it last night... Chris was so mad, I think I really hurt him really bad, I don't think I will do it again, he was so mad, he yelled at me. I don't want that to happen again, so I really highly doubt that I will do it again.

And I know what it is like to lose a friend to death. One of my bestest friends died in a car accident like 2 months ago. It sucks really bad. It hurts so much, and I don't want you to go through that pain again. I'll try not to do it anymore, I promise.

[_heathie]

I love you too. You couldn`t disappoint me. But you need to stop. Please. I`m glad he did what he did though, because he`s just trying to let you know he cares about you. And he doesn`t want to see you hurt yourself.

I never want to go through the pain of losing anyone again either. So be careful! Aw, I`m glad you are going to try to stop. Good.

I love you.

[captain_tatau]

Hi, darling. I friended you back and I'm feeling bold enough to comment ;-).

Oh, please, don't hurt yourself, in any way. NOTHING is worth it, believe me. I have done that when I was younger, and I know it sure doesn't solve anything. Now, really, how could that solve things or help you in any way?
I also know that sometimes life seems to be so dark that you can't see no other way out than blowing your brains off, but I have learned it really isn't a solution. It would be easy, but hey - who wants an easy life anyway ;-)? What really needs all your courage is going on and surviving.
*hugs*

[dieinmytears]

Thanks for that huny. I am trying to stop. I don't want to do it anymore. I held a razor to my leg in the shower this morning and that scares me. I don't want to be like that. But sometimes.... it just happens.