doug e fresh
ok here goes, i have to let some of this out. i cant stop thinking about doug. not in any way do i want to get back with him, because i know for sure it wouldnt ever work out. unless i changed who i am completly. he treated me like i was his world, like seriously he would do anything for me. the relationship just didnt work, he hated that i drank, got mad when i did, and im sorry but i am young and i am going to party and drink. thats what i like to do right now. he is great but im not changing for him. he didnt like to go to parties, when we went to parties he just sat there and didnt want to be there. i always felt bad. he made me feel guilty when i hung out with my friends, and when i started to work i barely got to see either. grrrr. he was great, i did like him a whole whole lot. i just knew it couldnt work out. i hate that it had to end, and it sucks when i still have feelings for him knowing there will be no way for it to work out. i HATE that.
but yeah, last night was super great i hung out with my girlfriend i havent hung out with in forever and went my friends party in the city and partied till about 5 this morning. it was so much fun. and the awesome thing was is that me laci and rissa were the only girls there with like 30 guys. haha. it rocked. than a couple of us went to dennys and i got sick because the food there was greasy and disgusting! blah! time to get ready to drink and party some more...:)
but yeah, last night was super great i hung out with my girlfriend i havent hung out with in forever and went my friends party in the city and partied till about 5 this morning. it was so much fun. and the awesome thing was is that me laci and rissa were the only girls there with like 30 guys. haha. it rocked. than a couple of us went to dennys and i got sick because the food there was greasy and disgusting! blah! time to get ready to drink and party some more...:)