thinking
so i feel really bad what i did to doug my ex b/f. i mean he said he was in love with me and i dumped him. i just didnt feel the same way. i dont know. maybe im a horrible person. i feel bad but i really saw it going no where. he is an awesome guy, probally the best guy i could ever get. he treated me like i was his world. but i just didnt feel it. this sucks. i hate hurting people, and i not only hurt him i pissed him off. because i was being a bitch when i did it.i wish things could have worked out better where at least he wouldnt think i was a bitch.he just called me selfish and hung up the phone. grrr. here is a pic of my poor doug.