Nov 17, 2004 17:47
I woke up today and it was cold. My eyes hurt from crying and its sad to think that the one thing that can stop me from crying is the reason why Im crying. I went to lay down in the rain and wished maybe that i would drown and disapear but wishes never come true. I wished for you and it ended before it started. I will stop wishing and just turn my back on life. Maybe nothing bad will ever happen agin. Maybe I will just find a way out of every thing untill i die. Maybe....