summer
well summer is almost to a close. and for once in my life i'm unsure of what is going to happen. one of the most major parts of my life is over, i shall miss thee. i haven't been in town to make memories with my friends, some of which i have a feeling probly would be our last. so i will just have to be happy with the ones i have. now, don't get me wrong i have made many great memories at camp, thanks to my fellow staff members and the rotc kids. but over the past few days i have been able to hangout in c-town once again, i got to catch up on some of the rummor mill. and i realized that alot has changed, i've changed, my friends have changed. weather we realize it or not our lifes will never be like what they were, like when we were in high school. its in the air, you can feel the strain on friend ships, some break, some grow stronger, and new ones are fromed. every day tht goes by i realize how much more i will miss high school, not for the work or teacher, but for wht it gave me, a time to be with my friends, and make new ones. yes i know that i will make new one at college, but its not the same. in hs we all walk the same path untill in ends, but in college we all walk different paths that just happen to cross for those few years. i'm not sure how many of my friends feel the same way that i do. i don't like this feeling, every summer untill now i knew that at the end i would walk back into school with mostly the same ppl, i knew i had band bus rides to look towards, dances, parties, hanging out after school, but now i know that i am soon to walk my own path, while everyone walks theirs, i know i will keep my ties of friendship with some of my friends, but others, i can already feel them starting to slip, because i know that i woun't really ever see you again. i woun't be in you Lit class to make jokes about the shitty teacher. but i guess that some where in the back of my mind i knew this would happen, so i guess the best i can really hope for is that me and my true close friends can stay tht way.
as i wrote tht i was looking back over the years and realized how much everything had changed over my 4 years of high school, one of the things tht changed most was the ppl i hung out with. i had my few friends that i allways hung out with, kevin, blake, mannly, then the last two years Rummel. but everyone else, changed. i've had so many groups of friends over the years, i think i might sit down one day and record all of those changes, well i guess tht is enough for now later
as i wrote tht i was looking back over the years and realized how much everything had changed over my 4 years of high school, one of the things tht changed most was the ppl i hung out with. i had my few friends that i allways hung out with, kevin, blake, mannly, then the last two years Rummel. but everyone else, changed. i've had so many groups of friends over the years, i think i might sit down one day and record all of those changes, well i guess tht is enough for now later