Jun 04, 2005 18:45
oh god, it all came out, i said it all, they now know how i feel about everything, and so thus our relationship crumbles a little more, but thank god for summer camp, it is my savior, i just can't stand being at home any more, without camp i would snap, but there is a down side to being at camp, and with not being in high school anymore, i don't really know whats going on with my friends, i feel so detached, which is good and bad, i can already feel my self fading into the back ground with some of my friends, soon i shall be forgotten, which again is good and bad,
even though the "know" how i feel they still don't and can't understand how i feel, and i don't care if they do anymore i've given up on trying to make them understand